Wednesday, January 23, 2008

In my street

Often people asks me how it is to live in Serbia, and more precisely in the country side. Because, even if Kruševac has 65000 people who live there, people here always told me "Kruševac is boring because it is a small city".

How to describe it: there is a city center, with a pedestrian street full of pubs (ok, its not really goods pubs for most of them), a library (kind of old communist style, I have been only once even if I love libvraries usually, this one is a bit to scary for me), swimming pool... and even 2 cinemas (ok, only one is working, with one movie per week, in a kind of old amphitheater where noone goes but...).





And there are 3 part of nice habitation: Bagdalla number 1, 2 and 3. Bagdalla is a hill of Kruševac.

I am living in Bagdalla 1, the oldest part of Bagdalla. Nice and quiet part of the town, 10 minutes by foot to the citycenter (ok, it is a small city so everything is close to the city center!)

I love my street, and could spend hours walking there. When I come back from work (3PM), I can catch the sunset in the street and it give a beautiful colour on the houses.

In my street, big dogs are barking in the garden (I always scared!) and the little dogs, living on the street, follow you and try to fuck other little dogs.



In my street, there are cute houses, some of them are small and look to be atelier for carton stuff, an other one is amazing, looks to be the house of the boy in the movie "Charly and the Chocolate Factory" from Tim Burton...


In my street, little boys play football when it's sunny, and play with sledge when it's snowing, and, little girls fight with huge wood sticks (yeah, I saw it in my street!)...

In my street old people work on their garden, cut flowers, clean the snow, and speake to other old people.







People looks to be happy in my street, and it is maybe why I love it so much!



(PS: do you see the car on the right at the end of the street?... I am living there!)


Friday, January 18, 2008

Serbia Presidential Election

Since few weeks, in my new country (aka Serbia), election of the future president of Serbia is the main subject on TV. I try to understand what is happening, who is what, what are the mains ideas of each and made prognostics about the results. [last year, when I was living in Sweden, there also was election, and liberal party won... hopefully I don't bring bad luck this time in Serbia!]

There are (i am reading it on wikipedia!) 9 candidates, and to tell you the truth, I remembered, and focus my attention in only three of them.

Each candidate has a number, what i think is a bit funny, and so you can hear on the street militants telling you...I am the 3 and they are the 7!


Let's start:
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the candidate number 1 is Tomislav Nikolić of SRS: Serbian Radical Party.
Slogan: With All Heart (Свим срцем)
His main idea is to keep Kosovo, to develop (or to keep working) the factories and manufactures.
He is, as you can guess, the radical candidate (very popular and powerful), He scared me a bit...
Last night, I was watching TV, and try to understand what politician was saying. Nikolić had an impressive meeting in the Arena of Belgrade few days ago, and I catch few recurrent word in his meeting: Kriminala- Kriminaliti-Albanaski-Srbski-Kosovo...
This meeting in the Arena, as already said, was so amazing. On the stage, many speakers, and also a group of workers, to symbolize the part. One guy on the stage, behind the speakers, with a black jacket, and a huge black eye. I didnt know what was his role in this meeting, maybe just to show how strong those men are. People was standing up and hold big blue flags. The public looked like a football team supporters, singing nationalist songs, applauding.
(As I already told you, I am watching TV without understanding what people is saying, but, as few you people know about me, one of my favorite hobby is to watch people and to analyze situations).


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the candidate number 2 is Jugoslav Dobričanin of RS: The Reformist Party.
I don't know anything about him, and don't hear people screaming "number 2" on the street, so I don't think he is really powerful.
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The candidate number 3 is Boris Tadić of DS: the Democratic Party. Boris Tadić is the actual President. Popular and his face looks nice, so I like him! If you read the article about "my first Slava", you can make a correlation between Nebojsa Andić (the man who droves me to the airport) and the Democratic Party. He will probably be in final with Nikolić and hopefully will be reelected. His idea is mainly about Europa and integration oof Serbia in the EU.
His Slogan is: For a Strong and Stable Serbia (За јаку и стабилну Србију)




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The candidate number 4 is Velimir Ilić of NS:New Serbia.
I dont know anything about him, havent seen him so much on TV but he is anyway everywhere on the wall of my town for 2 days so that means there are millitants in Krusevac who support him. I know his slogan:Serbia rules! (Србија је закон!); Choose Serbia! (Изабери Србију!)


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The candidate number 5 is Ištvan Pastor of Magyar Koalíció. Not a important candidate for my region, he is in the Hungarian Coalition (so I can guess he is more important in Voivodine).
He has announced his support for Boris Tadić in the second round.



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The candidate number 6 is Marijan Rističević of NSS (thanks to wikipedia).
I have no idea about who is it and neither about what is this party... I let you have a look on internet for more information!

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The candidate number 7 is Čedomir "Čeda" Jovanović (Чедомир "Чеда" Јовановић)
From the Liberal Democratic Party (LDP). I heard a lot about him because my friend is for this guy. So, what to tell you, this guy is for the young people, for the EU, for the homosexuality... A kind of revolutioon for the country! He seems to represent the modernity and the future. If I understand everything, before, he was in the same party than Boris Tadić (the DS), but he left after some conflits with Boris Tadić.He is currently running under the slogan "Život je zakon!" (eng. "Life Rules" or "Life is the law") while emphasizing his determination to bring down every person inside or outside the Serbian government who oppose the idea of providing a better life for the people of Serbia. Once again, Jovanović has directly accused Miroslav Mišković, a Serbian tycoon, of being one of the most responsible persons for the underdevelopment of Serbia in the recent years



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The candidates number 8 is Milutin Mrkonjić of SPS: The socialist party of Serbia. I saw is pictures on the wall but I have no idea about his ideas!


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And finally, the last one is... a girl, yeah yeah! Serbian Strength Movement - Bogoljub Karić, has nominated Milanka Mara Karić (Миланка Мара Карић) after failed attempt to nominate her husband and party leader Bogoljub Karić, who is under arrest warrant.
Slogan: Family is the strength of Serbia (Породица је снага Србије.)






Wednesday, January 16, 2008

My first Slava.

Thursday 20.12.2007, Soon Christmas. I have to go back to France. Have to. Tension. I dont feel like to go back. I dont want, get crazy and anxious. The plane is on friday morning at 6AM. The last bus leaving Krusevac is at 7PM on thursday.
One thausend things to do on thursday. I hurry up, clean the house, pack my bag, go to meet my landlord and pay the last bills.
6PM, I should meet Bojan at the bus station. Misunderstanding, he is waiting for me in a cafe. Fuck. I get even more anxious, almost crying (god knows why I am getting so crazy sometimes!).
6:30, Bojan reachs me at the bus station. I love this dude. Great. Last hug, he has to go to work, I have to take my fucking bus.
7:00, buses are coming. I ask if the bus is going to Belgrade. Negative answer, it is going to Nis. I wait, and wait again.
7:30, a girl advices me to ask what is happening about the bus. No more buses to Belgrade. I just missed it 20 minutes ago. FUCK.

I start to smile and laugh. This situation was almost sure. I love myself sometimes. I have no idea how I will reach Belgrade, but decide first to go for a drink, to see some friends and to think of this trip later.
8:00, direction The Club. On the way, ohh, I meet my serbian family. I explain my situation, laughing. They dont. "how will you do? But Amelie, How will you do??", Why do they ask me , I dont know, and dont really care at the moment. I know I will do it, I just dont know how...
A friend of them is present as well. He told me he got some politician friends who maybe go back to Belgrade tonight (I start to smile!). We wait, check to possibilities on internet, there are definitively no more train and bus to Belgrade... The telephone rings. Nebojsa smiles, the friend goes to Belgrade tonight. I sing in my mind: I AM SO LUCKY LUCKY, I AM SO LUCKY LUCKY...
We go to the local of the democratic party (Wahoo) and wait until the end of the meeting. People comes. One guy told me to not be worry (i am far from this feeling). We have time.
9:30, we go. The car is clean, the guy is nice. I will learn after that he is an important politician guy in the democratic party. We speake about politic and media. We have to pick up one of his friend, a lady working in the ministery of Agriculture. She looks like a rich durty bitch, full of make up and smelling parfum, but she is really nice (she try to fuck him, it is obvious). We go to her family, they are celebrating the slava. Great, my fist slava (here we are!). There is no electricity in all the town (this is the balkan jungle), so the party is in a kind of strange erotic atmospher with all those candles. We eat a bit with the family. Time to go, we listen croatian music in the car. We take our time until Belgrade, stop once on the motorway to have a coffee and smoke a cigarette. Nebojsa (the politician man) drives me until the airport (they are like a mum and dad with me, so nice and cute). We say goodbye, and they go...


Later, I will take my plane, and stop first to Milan, before to flight again to Luxembourg. Arrived to Milan, I will realize how much I love Europa and all those different people who are living here. Great melting pot. I am not angry anymore to be back.

Monday, January 14, 2008

She was 3 years old.

She was 3 years old, no more. On the street, sitting on the floor on her knees, with red big cheeks. Clothes torn, durty from the head to the feet. A little Roma girl as there are everywhere in the Balkan. Some other kids was all sitting together on the street, speaking to each other, the biggest one carried on the smallest one.

The little roma girl was alone. Alone with her little box in carton: her instrument to work, her box to beg. The box was empty and her eyes were sad. Wind comes, the box fly away, the little girl looks terrified, stand up to reach the box. I catched it. I give it back to her. Fuck, what is this world. I hate myself, to not be abble to do anything for her. I would like to save her, I would like to cry. I give her back the box, her job, look at her eyes, fondle her big red cheek, and leave.


She is probably still in the same street today, even more durty. She is only 3 years old, a little kid, who will probably never go at school, who will probably never do nothing else that to wait for some coins sitting on the street.


How is it acceptable?

Why does she need to have this life?

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Trip in Bosnia and Herzegovina



After the new year 2008 spent in Dubrovnik, Croatia, with Charlene and her friends, we took the first bus to Mostar. My first step in my trip.
I dont know anything about Bosnia, the history, the last war. I have to learn everything.
Mostar is a city divided in 2 parts: the croatian part and the muslim part. The river (Neravna), is the official separation between the 2 parts, but the real separation, the no man's land, is one street up to the river. How didn't I know this part of the History of the Blakn. The war. You can feel the last war all around you. Buildings still destroyed. City divided into two parts.
We walk into the town, we visit the old town, the Most, which has been destroyed in 1993 during the war. A real symbol of Mostar and of all Bosnia.
Charlene explains me the town. On the top of the muslim part, the orthodox chuch, ruined. One of the rare serbian monument I saw here.
We stop in pubs. Depending in which part of the town you are, you would have different beers, muslims (from Sarajevo), or croatian one.
I realize the complexity of this region, the Balkan, I understand the jungle.
It's already time to go.


Sarajevo, by train from Mostar. I keep in my mind the old woman in front of us, so smiley, who looks so peaceful. The train (rare in the region) is quiet and comfortable. We arrive (I and the 2 belgian friends of Chica and P-Matjin) in Sarajevo 2 hours after. Direction the old town. We find a crappy hostel. Enough for one night. We go to eat in a small restaurant. I discover the old town by night. Loads of mosques (surprising for a unintellectual girl living in Serbia!), even more than in Mostar. The style of the city is completely different of what I saw since now in the balkan (croatian cost, and Serbia).

The belgian Dudes leave at 5AM, Irene comes at 6AM. We visit the town. It's cold and our foot are frozen. But we manage it by going regularly in coffee, and visiting museum. How to describe the town. Muslim style. Very traditional, the old city is like a village, small street and mosques in almost every corners. People are so friendly (they seem to love italian people!!), walk slowly (Polako!!), and old people seems to all know each other.
Sarajevo is also the town of the traditional jewellery, and I have to follow Irene, who loves shopping, in all the shops of the town!.
Next night, a friend of Irene find for us a great hostel (http://www.hcc.ba/), where we spend nice time, get a bit of warm. We have been visiting the Tunnel which has been build during the last war, under the airport controlled by the UN Force, to have a link between Sarajevo and the part of the country that was free. Interesting visit, again i;portant to understand and to learn about the war.
Then, after to had a lift by a young bosnian guy to a bus station where we wait a littel while to get the bus to reach the city center of Sarajevo, after few drinks, a nice meals and a cute nice spend in our small hostel, it was already time to leave again, direction Sretvenica.



Srebrenica: When people speak about Srebrenica, they slow down their voice. Srebrenica, the town where an horrible genocide has been done by the Serb in 1995. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Srebrenica_massacre). The town has seen killed 8000 muslims people, majoritary boys and mens. For a short story, during the war in Bosnia (1992–1995), the Srebrenica region saw heavy fighting. Hundreds of victims fell in the first years of the war, also among the civilian population. The town at the centre of the municipality became a Bosnian Muslim/Bosniak enclave surrounded by Serbs. In April 1993, the United Nations declared Srebrenica a UN safe area, guarded by a small unit operating under the mandate of United Nations Protection Force (UNPROFOR). Nevertheless, the town was captured by the Army of Republika Srpska in July 1995. Approximately eight thousand Bosniaks were massacred by Serbian forces in the aftermath.

People we met during our trip were surprised that we have been There by bus. Noone seems to go There, and actually, after reflexion, we realized we were the only one in the bus. People who have been to this town told us the town was sad, and you could feel the pain and the sadness of the genocide. It's true. we have been to the Memorial, where thausend of boys and mens are there. Their names are listed in a long, too long, pier, all around the Memorial.
Then, we met those muslims women. How to explain. My hands are still shaking remembering them. The wife and mother of some of those mens and boys. They made a presentation of the genocide, of the Memorial, of their family, their history... They were amazing, strangely full of life. They were sad, but not angry. they dont hate the serbs, not all of them are criminals, that is what they are thinking...

We go with them to the Memorial room, keep by policemen. A huge room, cold. There you feel the death. The Muslims Women explain us it was the room where people were stock and killed. We can see the hole by the guns in the wall. It's almost impossible to not cry. The Women hold our hands, stay close to us. Drops are falling in their smiley faces.
There is in this room a little room, a black room, with pictures of boys and mens who are in the cimetary. One of the woman "presents" us her son... With each picture, there is the story of the person, and also one of the object we find on the dead body. Her son was carry his school homework. We can see his grade: 5, the best grade you can have in Bosnia. He was 11 years old, and he was a good pupil...

























Tuzla:We leave Srebrenica late in the afternoon. We arrive in Tuzla around 7PM. It's already dark, and still very cold. We are both quiete, full of this strange feeling inside us, thinking of those muslims women... We need to rest a bit. A friend of Irene is waiting for us at the bus station, she found us a little pension, cheap and clean. Exactly what we need. We take a shower, warm, lie down a bit. At 9PM, we go for a drink with Irene's friend. We need to clear our mind. We visit Tuzla by night. I was waiting to see an industrial city, but the city center is a such cute place. At one point, we stop: M. explain us that on this place, 70 young people, on the Day of the Young, Mai 25th 1995, by the Serb Artillery. M. was 11 years old at this time, and still remember the pieces of bodies on the floor. Then we go in a nice pub, underground. Very vloudy. People looked really nice, lesbians in peace and alternative's people all around. I smile, but I dont forget those 70 young people... The pub is full of people, much more 70 people there. Just one second, I imagine the scene, all those smiley and happy people lying on the floor... I get scared. Too much for today, I need to sleep.

Travnik: The morning after, we wake up at 7, should take the bus at 8. At the station, the girl told us there is no sit anymore for this bus. Disappointment. Next bus: 11AM. OK, it's not so long. Morning oblige, we are, Irene and I, the only one to walk in a huge puddle of water on the floor. Maybe 10 centimeters deep. Our foot are more than wet. I'm sad thinking that I wore this morning 3 peers of socks (it is REALLY cold!)... that means 6 socks to dry before 11AM. We go to the first pub, my socks go fast on the heater, we wait, and wait again. I'm not in a good mood to speak. I don't think it's a problem for Irene, she is quiet also (even if she is keeping trying to make me smile... good dude!). We finally take our bus. Short time after, Irene really need to pee. This make me laugh inside myself, poor little girl she is and bitchy girl am I. We stop 4 hours after in Zenica, Irene runs to the toilet... dirty one, but what ever. We arrive in Travnik at 3pm. We find a flat to spend the night in, again we have been lucky to get in!, We go to visit Travnik, it's already almost dark. We are in a better mood compare to the morning, we walk a lot in the town, but strangely, we are always in the same street, Bosanka. We visit the multicolor Mosque (what?? where are the colors...ahhm it is a old Mosque... thanks Irene)



Mostar: the trip finishes where it started. La boucle sera bouclee.We take the first bu to Mostar from Travnik. at 7. difficult to wake up.We think one second to stay in bed and go later to Mostar, but motivation is our leitmotiv since now, and it's not time to loose the challenge. We arrive at 11 in front of the 5 stars hotel that i know because Chica is living 5 minutes to it. We make a surprise to Chica... and she was... still sleeping. Sick since my departure, poor little girl!

We give to her a bit of our energy, and go in town few hours later. It shiny and our foot feel much better now. Chica presents the town to Irene, who looks passionated. We go in the old town, on the muslim part, and then go inside the hall of a mosque. We meet one commercant who seems to be also a guide for the tourist who want to visit the mosque. By speaking a bit german, a bit bosniak, a bit italian, he purposes us to visit the mosque. He opens the door, We keep our shoes (I dont understand why), the guy shows us the minaret, et tell us we are free to go up. And then he leaves us.

It is the first time for all of us to be in a mosque. It is colorfull and cold. The door to go to the mosque is really small (as tall as Irene actually!). The stairs are very small. Big enough for one person, no more. We start to go up. We dont see the end, and we already dont see anymore the beginning of the ascenption. After 89 steps (I count on the way back!), we arrive on the top. It's amazing, beautiful, so high. Chica is almost crying because of all the emotion we feel. We imagine ourself being a imam and singing. We look at the big highspeakers and my only thaugh is to not be here at the time of the prayer because those highspeakers could kill our ears...

We stay a bit, laughing and happy. We look down and see all Mostar. The Most seems to be very small (or we seem to be wery tall!)

Amazing and magic moment that we share all together...


This is Bosnia and Hezegovina, This is the jungle, a hard but wonderfull jungle.

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I always thaught i would never create this kind of blog... but we should never say never.
Blog to express feelings, blog to save in the mind the travels, the meetings...
Travelling, why do I travel? my mum and dad used to ask me this question a lot. It was difficult to explain them, the feeling you get, the interest on meeting new people, new culture. Travelling to understand. Travelling to discover new region. Travelling to escape. Travelling to feel free
. Travelling to feel good. Travelling to share. Travelling to be happy.

This blog is created to express all this feelings, to try to share those experiencs with people who cant live this experience.
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